i don't want to blog.

all my friends are reading it now.

i'm not an artist, anymore. i'm a failure. a hypocrite.

i shouldn't write what if i feel. if i do, then people my start to think that i have an opinion. i shan't do that. that would be repulsive. me, writing for some other reason than i'm smarter than everyone else. that would be preposterous. i'm a so-called genius that writes blogs and advertises my own art, and calls my friend at all hours of the night and day and expects them to listen to my suicidal rant that has and always will be bullshit. because i am bullshit. my friends know this and you should too. but yet i blog.

signed,

poor me.